Comes a time when
I can't ignore all the signs
eredWhether it work
or my living situation
A lot of people are real comfortable
with how things have been
To the point the take advantage
of me, like old reliable
I will always be there
and they are pretty confident
because there lives are much easier
and well I am unappreciated and discarded
to say the least.
I have roots here but in the end I'm just as
alone here as I am in Chicago
My so called friends don't give me the time of day
Times when I've been ill or needed help and
well I might as well be in another strange city alone.
What's the difference. I'm on my own either way.
My so called friend/neighbor cannot bothered
with me and she lives feet away. It really makes no sense sharing
a dwelling when you come home and are ignored
everyday. It seems just fine to her to treat me that way.
I have no more help here than in Chicago. I doubt she
knows that I am growing tired of coming home to my home to
be ignored and have a stranger living next door.
And although its good with her. Thinks are going to change.
I can feel it. And all the people who took me for granted
well this girl is done with all of you,
After all, not like i need anyone here. I can be just alone anywhere else.
I hate how they have all treated me. And now its time to make decisions that suit me.
Fuck Rockford, and fuck the misery that brought me here and the nothingness that keep me here.
I'm just done. I deserve better and frankly who will miss me...no one
